That Saturday was the day my life changed. I know most readers may be skeptical, but my perspective on life and love has changed so dramatically over the last several weeks. Its ironic how much I was venting my frustrations just one week prior. I was so disillusioned with the men I had run into to that point.
When I met Tim, everything changed. Things started making sense again. At first (and well still today) I couldn't get over how much he admired and cared for me. How much he found himself opening up to me and the more we talked, the more I wanted to know about him. Right off the bat I was attracted to the way he carried himself, along with his developing relationship with Christ, and his responsibility. It certainly doesn't hurt that he is super easy on the eyes! Over the last few weeks I have gotten to know him and truly believe that God has answered my prayers and shown me this man. I have never met anyone like him. He continues to amaze me each day. I see such inner (and outer) strength and a desire to conform to God's will. He sees me for the woman that I am and loves what he sees. For so long I felt that there was someone out there that would truly love me for me, with all my quirkiness and the heart that I have for God and people.
I feel truly blessed to have had the opportunity to meet such a wonderful man. I admit I've let my insecurities take over at times. I've thought that this has to be too good to be true. I've allowed the occasional negative thought to creep in - that he is so much more attractive and put together than I deserve. But I know those are just negative thoughts from the past that I've allowed to continue to get the best of me. I know I deserve the best!
I could go on - and I will go on - but want to end this posting for now. I feel God's blessings all around me and He deserves my praise
