Brian and I brok up over the weekend. We were together only about 4 months, but two of those months it was like we were friends hanging out. I honestly feel as though my depression will continue to take a toll on any relationship I have unless I get control of it. I am so sad that I found such a great guy and can't even make it work with him.
I avoid most people most times because I'm so sick of saying the wrong things or having the wrong look on my face or tone in my voice. I honestly believe my career is stagnant because my personality has gotten me nowhere.
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