Why is this happening? Why do I feel like he doesn't care? Why do I feel like God doesn't care?
I waver between being a normal, understanding person and being a crazy emotional person that doesn't understand real life. I have struggled in relationships with others my ENTIRE life. I'm so sick of this. Why does suicide seem so logical again? Because I feel like no one will ever understand me. And the comfort I desperately need from God is never there.
